“He’sresearhingHanahakiDisease.He’sdonethebasireadingbutnowhe’sexpandinghissearh,lookingintootherasesofphysialdeteriorationlinkedtoawizard’sownmagiturningonhim,andhewantedtoknowifI’dreadanythingworthhistime.Isuggestedafewtitles.”
Hermione’stoneislightbuthereyeswathHarryshrewdly.
“Ishelookingforaure?”heasks.Hetakeshistimerummagingthroughhisbag,pullingoutsomeparhmentandaquillandhisbooksandthenjuststandingtherefiddlingwiththestrapslikeatwit.
“Hedidn’tsayso,butIthinkhemustbe,”shesays.Well,that’ssomething;atleastthegit’snotjustgoingtorolloveranddie.
“Right.Anyway,”Harrysays,“Ifotsomething.Wathmythings,willyou?”
Hedoesn’tentirelyknowwhathe’sdoingasheleavesHermionesittingthere.Helearsthelibrary’sdoorsandfindshimselfbreakingintoarunassoonashe’soutinthehalls,raingdowntheroutetothedungeons,skiddingaroundaorner—
HealmostollideswithDrao,wholeansagainstthewallwithhisbaktoHarry,asprayoflilypetalsathisfeetandhishandsqueezinghisthroatasheraggedlypantsforbreath.
“Er,”Harrysays.“Alrightthere,Malfoy?”
“Fine,Potter,”Draosaystonelessly,wipingpink-tingedspittleoffhislipswiththatpretentiousmonogrammedhandkerhiefandtryingtokeephisfaeturnedawayfromHarry’s.
“Why,er,whyareyoubleeding,aren’ttheyjustflowers—”Harrystarts.DraosnortsandshootshimthatdisdainfullookHarryknowsalltoowell,andhefeelsthefamiliarhatredrearingupinhishest.
“Potter,”hesays,somehowturningHarry’sownnameintoaonwithoutevenhavingtostraightenup.“Thereareliliesbloominginsidemylungs.Therearerootsedaroundmyheartandleavesrattlinginsidemyribageandbrokenstemsliningmythroatandseedsinmybloodstream.IantastethepetalseverytimeIswallow.Thesentfollowsmeintomydreams.paredtothat,isalittlebitofinternalbleedingreallysoshoking?”
HarrytearshisgazeawayfromDrao’slips,whiharedryandraked,andlooksathiseyes,whihareworse,hauntedanddesperate,atotalbetrayalofhisoollypatronizingtone.
“Theonlyshokingthingaboutthisisthatyou’reapableoflovinganythingotherthanyourself,”Harrysays,moreinstintthananger.
Draoflinhes,buthereoversfast.Hepuffsup,readywitharetortHarryanalmostpreditword-for-word;theylokeyes,gring,feedingoneahother’sfury.Itflowsbakandforthbetweenthemlikealivingthing.OneofHarry’shandslenhesonhiswand;Drao’slipurlsintoasneerthatsendsariffoftriumphthroughHarry.Draowillsaysomethingawful,andHarrywillshoutathim,andallwillberightintheworld.
Exept.ExeptsomethingstopsDrao.Hesagsbakagainstthewallbeforethetensionanboilover,breakingeyeontat.Ahelplesslittleoughesapeshislips,followedbyastreamofthem.HarrygetstoseeuplosehowDrao’shestheaves,andhowhestrugglestodrawbreathashislungsexpelthelilies—sometimesonlythepetals,likeshredsofwhitesilk,andsometimesentireflowerheads,thesoftfimentsintheirentersfluttering.
Draogagsaroundthembuthean’tstopoughing,either,andHarryseeshissilver-greyeyeswellupwithpainedtearsbeforeheshutsthemandturnsaway.AfshofpanihitsHarry,suddenly;forallheknows,Draooulddropdeadanyseond.Harrygrabsontohim,supphimwithahandonhisshoulderandanotheronefirmonthenapeofhisnek,andDraoshuddersandgasps.Afterfartoolong,theflowersstopoming;heoughsafewmoretimes,weakly,sprayingdropsofblood.
Assoonashe’sable,heshakesHarryoff,roughly.
“Ifyou’llexuseme,”hesnaps,“I’dliketospendmyfinaldaysdoingsomethingmorepleasantthangettingmanhandledbyaspeyGryffindorbrute.”
“Prat,”Harrysays,automatially,andthenhefinishesproessingthewords.“Days?”
“Maybe.Idon’tknow.ButIhaven’tgotlong,”Draosays.“What’swrong,Potter?NotgotsikofpyingSavior?Strainingthattinybrainofyoursforawaytobetheheroonemoretime?”
“Farfromit.Thisisthebestthingthat’shappenedatHogwartsinyears,”Harrysays,whihofourseisabsurd,heflewthroughFiendfyretosavethisboy,ofoursehedoesn’twanthimdead—andsomehowhe’sstillgoing.“IfIknewwhoitwas,I’dshaketheirhand.”
Draosmiles,then,butit’sanawfulsmile;itlookslikeithurtsmorethantheoughingdid.Harryopenshismouthtoapologize,totakeitbak—he’sfinallygonetoofar,hasn’the—butDraosays,“Notevenyouanhaveeverythingyouwant,”andwalksawaywithoutabakwardgne.
Harrystaresathisbakashedisappearsaroundaornerandwondershow,asalwayshappenswithDrao,everythingwentoutofhisontrolsofast.
Draoskipsdinnerthatevening.
Harry’seyessantheSlytherintableoverandover,searhingforhim,buthalfwaythroughdinnerhehasnohoiebuttoonludeDrao’snotoming.It’sonlythesightofPansy,spooningsadontoherpteandseemingnomoreunhappythanusual,thatsetshimatease.
Hermionenudgeshim.“Lookingforsomeone?”sheasks,browsraised.
Heshakeshisheadanddropshiseyestohispte.Hean’texatlytellherthat,afterseeingDraohakhisinsidesoutwhileHarrystoodthereuselessly,thesightofDraostillbreathingwouldhavebeenarelief.
“Well,”saysHermione,“ifyouwerelookingforsomeone,I’dadviseyoutohekthehospitalwing.”
Harrylooksaroundather,amazed,butshe’sengrossedinabookshe’sproppedopeninthespotwhereherpteshouldbe;thepteisinherp.Ron’stoobusyarguingwithSeamusandDeantonoti
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