“Oh,I’mnotherebeauseI’mlonelyoranything,”Pottersaid,hastily.“NordoIthinkyouare.”
Somehow,Draodidn’tbelievehim.ButhesaidnothingwhilePotterontinued.
“Itjustsukssometimes,youknow,beingstukbetweenbeingaroundouplesallthetimeandpeoplelosingtheirshitoverme.There’snotverymuhinbetween.”
“So…”Draodeliberatelylefttherestofthesentenehangingintheair.Potterseemedtopikuponthat.
“So,you’vealwaystreatedme…well,I’dliketosaylikeanormalperson,butthat’snotexatlytrue,isit?ButyounevertreatedmelikesomethingIouldn’tliveuptoandyouneverwalkedoneggshellsaroundme,either.Ilikethat.”
Draostaredathim.WhilePotterhadtalked,twooffeeupshadfloatedinfromthekithenandpedthemselvesinfrontofhimandPotter.Draoquiklyputtwotablespoonsofsugarinhis,thinkinghardwhilehepikeditupandstartedstirring.
“AreyousayingyoulikedthatIwastreatingyoulikeshit?”Henarrowedhiseyes.“Isthatsomekindofweirdkink?”
Pottermadeasoundthatwassomethingbetweenhokingandughing.“Idon’thaveaweirdkink,”hesaid,andthenaddedunderhisbreath,“Atleast,that’snotoneofthem.”
Draofeltaprikleonthebakofhisnekwhihhetriedveryhardtoignore.Slowly,hetookadeepbreath,hopingPotterwouldn’tnotie.“Whatexatlyareyousaying,then?”
“IguessI’msaying…IfeellikeIdon’thavetopretendwithyou.Youknow,I…anjust…beme.”
Draoalmostdroppedhisup.Itseemedhehadjustlostontroloverhisbodilyfuntions.HiseyesstartedwateringashestaredatPotterwithoutblinking,beauseheouldn’tmoveasinglemusle.Henotiedhowthenowslightlyblurry,bkhairedfigureinfrontofhimstartedfidgetingagain.Draowouldhavesavouredit,ifhewasn’tfeelingsoutterlyruffled.
WhatPotterhadjustsaid…Itwasthebiggestomplimenthehadeverbeengiven.Sortof.No,atually,itwas.Still,Draowasn’tentirelysurehowPotterhadmeantit.Surely,Draowasreadingfartoomuhintoit.Thisinexpliable…infatuationwithPotterwasmakingitunneessarilyhardtodistinguishbetweenatualspokenwordsandwhatheseretlywantedtohear.
Hesuddenlyrealisedhewasprobablyexpetedtogivesomesortofansweroromment.Buthehadnoideawhattosay.
‘Great.Meanwhile,IfeellikeI’mgoingtohurlwheneveryou’reanywherenearmeandmyheartwantstojumpoutofmyhestandintoyours,butdon’tmindme.Youkeepbeingyourself.’
Hedesperatelytriedtokeepastraightfae,slowlyliftingtheuptohislips.Whateverhewasgoingtosaynow,hehadtodivertPotter,butalsohimselfifhewasbeingho,fromthethuormthatwasraginginsideofhim.
“Soyoudidn’tpydumb,iswhatyou’retellingme,”hedrawled.“You’rebeingyourtrue,imbeileself.”
Potterblinkedathimlikeabarnowl.“What?”
Draoforedhimselftosmirk.“Exatly.Butit’salright,we’lljustadd‘ompassionforthedense’tomygrowinglistofoutstandingtraits.”
Potterblinkedsomemore,beforeherolledhiseyesandhislipsstrethedintoalopsidedsmile.“Clearly,youhaven’tlostyourharmingmodesty,”hesnorted.
SweetSazar,Draohadmadehimsmile.Thiswasnothelping.Heputdowntheup,hishandsslightlyshaking,andpoppedtworaspberriesintohismouth.HepeekedoveratPotter’spteandfrowned.Whyhadhebotheredtobringbreakfastifhewasn’tgoingtoeatanything?
“Whyaren’tyoueating?”heasked.“Surely,youhaven’tbroughtallthisjustforme?”
“Oh.”Potterbithislipandsuddenlylooked…weird.Almostinseure.
“Goon,”Draosaid,leaningforwardandnudginghisptelosertohim.Potter’seyesimmediatelydarted…where?Oh.Draolearedhisthroatandrearrangedhisdressinggown,hisexposedolrbone.“You’remakingmenervous,sittingtherewithouteatinganything.”Well,atleasthalfofthatsentenewastrue.
Potterslowlynoddedandreahedarossthetableforthesrambledeggs.Draonotiedhowuhusiastihelooked,apparentlylostinthought.HenotiedtootethatPotterwaspeekingrightbakathimandquiklyturnedhisattentiontohisownpte.
“YoujustadmittedImakeyounervous,”Pottersaid,andDraoouldpratiallyhearhisgrin.
Hebithistongue,hopinghewasn’tblushing.IfonlyPotterknew.“I’llalsoadmityou’regivingmeaheadahe.Youseemtobeawfullyhappyaboutausingbadreations.”
“Feelingnervousisn’talwaysbad.”
BeforeDraoouldstophimself,hiseyesdarteduptoPotter’s.Foronefleetingmoment,Draothoughthesawsomethingthere,somethingthatmadehiminhalesharply.
“Speakingofyouroutstandingtraits,”Pottersaid,hisvoiedrippingwithsarasm.“Itwaskindaimpolite,thewayyouranoffstnight.”
“Ididnotrunoff,”Draosaiddefensively.
“Eitherway,Ithoughtitwasashameyoudidn’tstaylonger.”
Draoouldn’thelpbutfeelsuspiious.Thisfeltlikeatrap.Butheouldn’tseewherePotterwasgoingwiththis,yet;heonlyfeltsurethegoalwastoembarrasshim.Andpost-ok-gate-Draoreallywasn’tupforanymoreembarrassment.
“We’renottalkingaboutstnight,”hesaid,alreadyfeelingtheheatrisetohisheeks.
“Rex,Drao,”Potterhukled.“Iknowyoudidn’ttouhmeupiionally.”
True.Itwastrue.Still,Draofeltlikehewashidingadirtylittleseret.Whih,tehnially,hewas.
“Good,aslongaswe’relearonthat,”hesaid,grabbingmoreraspberries.“Iwouldnevertouhyouiionally.”EventhoughDraohadalwaystakengreatprideinbeinganexellentliar,hewasn’tsureifhisfaewasbetrayinghimjustthen.JudgingfromPotter’slook,atleast,somethingwasn’trig
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