Draoslowlynodded,tooonfusedtospeakproperly.
Whenheputthesuitinhiswardrobethatevening,hestaredatitforlongerthanwasprobablynormal.Butheouldn’thelpit.Notonlydidthatsuitlookompletelyoutofpe,tohisotherlothes,italsofeltoutofpe.Beausethatsuitseemedtobeholdingapromise;apromiseDraowasfairlysurePotterwouldn’tbeabletokeep.
Saturday,18January2003
“Ibroughtyousomething,”Pottersaidashesteppedoutofthefirepe.DraopeekedoverandsawhewasholdingabottleofOgden’sfi.
“Atleastyouhavethesensetoomebearinggifts,”hedrawled,notbtogetoutofhisarmhairandturninghisattentionbaktohisbook.
“Well,Ithoughtsineweemptiedthatfanybottleofwinetheothernight,I’dmakeupforit.”
“Fany,”Draosnorted.Potterreallyhadnoidea.“Thatwineosts190Galleons.”
Potterstaredathim.“What?Whywouldyoupay190Galleonsforabottleofwine?That’sinsane!”
Draopinhedthebridgeofnoseandshookhishead.“Ihaveafeelingyouwouldn’tuand,evenifIexpinedittoyou.”
“Aw,youknowhowmuhIlikeitwhenyou’rebeingallsnootyandouous,”Pottersniggered.HewalkedovertoDrao,swingingonelegontothearmrest.Draoinhedawayfromhim,eyeinghimseptially.
“Whatareyoudoing?”heasked.
“I’mwaitingforyoutogetusgsses,”Pottershrugged.
“Youknowwheretheyare,”Draoretorted.“Don’tatlikeyouhaven’tbeenherealmosteverydayforthestweek.Youprobablyknowthispebetterthanmebynow.”
Pottergrinnedandjumpedoffthearmrest.Draowantedtopointoutheouldhavejustsummonedthegsses,buthekepthismouthshutashiseyeswandereddowntoPotter’sbakside.Itwasashameheseemedtopreferlooselothing.Thenagain,itleftsomuhmoreroomforDrao’simagination,whih,onseondthought,wasn’tneessarilyagoodthing.DaydreamingaboutPotterwasprettymuhallhewasdoingthesedays.Spendingmoretimewithhim,itseemed,onlyamplifiedhisdesire.Andeventhoughitgothardertodealwithit,hethoughthewasdoingaprettygoodjobathidingit.
Well,hedefinitelyshouldhaveknownbetter.Threegssesin,Potterwasgettingemotionalagain.Apparently,hismother’sbirthdaywasomingup.Shewouldhaveturned43.Potterdidn’tneedtotellDraohowmuhhemissedhisparents.Heouldhearthesorrowandtheyearninginhisvoie,ineveryshudderingbreath.Draoouldn’thavefeltmoreunomfortableoronfused.AllhewantedtodowashisarmsaroundPotterandomforthim.Hesettledforaslightlytremblinghandonhisshoulder.
“I’msorry,”hemuttered,avoidinglookingatPotter.Hewasabsolutelysurehisheartwouldn’tbeabletotakewhathewouldfindinPotter’seyes.
“Metoo,”Pottersaidhoarsely.Andsuddenly,Draofeltawarmhandonhis.“WhatdoyouthinkourliveswouldbelikeifVoldemorthadneverexisted?”
Draowasn’tsureifitwassupposedtobearhetorialquestion.Probably,sinePotterontinuedtalkingwithoutwaitingforananswer.
“Youknow,aweekbeforethetrials,theygavemeyourfile.”
Draostoppedbreathing.Hehadn’tknownthat.OhMerlin!ThatprobablymeantPotterhadreadallthetransriptsofhisquestionings.HadtheyalsomadenotesabouthowDraohadbrokendownintears?HowhehadtriedtofighttheVeritaserum,sreaming,beausehedidn’twanttoreliveeveryhorribledetailofthestfewyearswhileabunhofstrangersweresrutinisinghim?
“Holy,Ihadtotakeafewbreaks.Iouldn’treaditallatone.”HesqueezedDrao’shand.“Ialwayssuspeteditmusthavebeenhorribleforyou,beingaDeathEater,but…Whattheydidtoyou—”
“Potter—”Draosnathedhishandaway,hisfaetwisting.Hereally,reallydidn’twanttotalkaboutthis.
“Sorry,”Pottermumbled.Draoouldfeelhiseyesonhim,thesympathythatwasprobablyshiningbrightlyinthem.“ButIthinkit’sremarkablehowyoumadeitthroughthatandbeamethepersonyouaretoday.”
Draoletoutahumourlessugh.“Yeah,apompousgitasyouliketoputit.”
“YouknowI’mjustteasing.Youseemo,that’swhatI’mtryingto—”
“Ihavenightmares,”Draoblurted.“NotasoftenasIusedtobut—”Assoonasthewordshadlefthislips,hewishedheouldtakethembak.Healwaystriedsohardtonotletanybodyseehowmuhhewasstillhurting,howdamagedhewas.Hedidn’tlikehowhisbrainseemedtoignorethatpartiurpreaution,seemedtobeompletelyshuttingdowninPotter’spresene.
“Igetthem,too,”Pottersaidquietly.“It’sreallynotfair,isit?Voldemortisgone,butthebattleisn’tover.”
Draosaidnothing,histhroatquiklylosingup.
“ButIguesswe’retrying,right?”DraofeltPottershiftbesidehimandsawhimgrabthefirewhiskeyoutoftheornerofhiseyes.“Anotherone?”
Wordlessly,DraohandedPotterhisgss.Hopefully,thealoholwouldmakethistalkeasier.Orbetteryet,itwouldleadtoadifferenttopientirely,ahappierone.Draoshouldhaveknownheshouldbearefulwhattowishfor.Halfofthatbottleter,theiroionhadturnedintoagerousbaningatforhim.
“HowinMerlin’snamewereyouabletokeepthataseret?”heshrieked,ed.Pottergiggled.Heatuallygiggled!
“Believeme,itwashardwork.Weneverwentoutinpublitogether,”Pottersaidwithasigh.“Ultimately,itwastoomuhpressure.Wewerebothunhappy,soweendedit.”
Draoshookhisheadandtookanothersip.“IannotbelieveyoudatedOliverWood!Foralmosttwoyears!Withoutanyoneknowing!”
“Well,tobefair,wedidn’tseeeahotherthatoften.Hewasalwaystravellingandtraininglikeamania.”
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